i seem to be plagued by a recent move towards blonde females, this by no way means i've forsaken my roots (background picture on my computer is monica cruz, as fit if not fitter than her sister) but it is weird... having visited my friends for her 21st birthday, she had brought back some of her uni friends back to the old medway, and this reminded me of a time in the first year and a regret that has since become obvious
when i visited my friend in halls, i was still sporting the worst decision i have made ever, aka long hair... what a cunt... but yes visiting the cold and foggy south west on a super expensive train ticket, i was visiting the whitest city in the UK (racism doesn't count here, as there are literally no black people-it is like going back in time :S) and my friend therein... i remember playing a few bass licks i had on her guitar (no euphemism) and i think impressing some of her friends/ flat mates, and one of them who is still nice seemed to take a shining to me
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as a note- this maybe bollocks, but to quote eternal sunshine: why do i always fall in love with a girl who shows me the slightest bit of attention? so back to the story
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and at the time my friend asked me who i thought who i liked best of her friends and i foolishly named another friend (who i didnt talk to) who wasn't even as attractive, and i believe that this was a diversionary tactic... but yes here i am in 2009 thinking over a bad decision from winter 2006, life is progressing well isnt it...
ah, how ladies play so much of a role in males lives, especially for those who have been single for so long your eyes bleed... those who have almost certainly bold-faced embarassed themselves by admitting their feelings for someone and getting turned down, once or numerous times... those who have stockpiled a ludicrous amount of pornography that gets quite regular viewing due to the relationship status and having a boring life... on the back foot saying you can't be tied down to one lady, or any lady as a way of not admitting defeat... knowing that with all my knowledge i will do it all again-because if you don't do your mistakes again, where will that take you?
however as is written in scripture at the house of doherty, album one track eleven: if you've lost your faith in love and music then the end won't be long... as a philosopher and thinker i take this to mean, make the mistakes as many times as necessary and never learn from the lessons, and call yourself a hopeless romantic, until one day it does pay off, as i truely believe it will- everyone needs to place some blind faith in themselves and their abilities, otherwise they will be in a job they hate, 'content' and living for the piss up at the weekend... more than that please
youtube link: search-american idol faceplant, always funny :)
keep it rockin'
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